Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Where's my Effort at?

I've struggled lately....  I put so much effort towards the next level.  Why?  To gain worldly things?  Things that have temporal meaning?  I need to change my effort level on everything in life. Less effort on the things of this world:  success, prosperity, advancement, stuff...  More effort on God.  I want people to look at me and say, "is that all she cares about....God?  That's all she talks about....she kind of sounds like she's lost it". I don't want people to think of me as someone who put a lot of effort into my job or success or goals.  I want to be the person who put all my most effort into Christ.  I want to desire His will.  I want that desire to be so empowering that it is all I can think about. Math at I am impatient for it and I strive for it. Not just for a moment or based off a whim of emotion, I want the desire to be permanent.  Something that never goes away.  I want it to consume me.

Lord, don't let that desire fade.  Help it to burn and be a constant reminder....especially tomorrow.

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